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| and when you get an idea or notion perhaps about some dream a star in your mind shines |
A thousand dreams had left me every time I thought about it. So I took an afternoon nap and tried to put it out of my mind. Some kind of change in me took place that would affect the rest of my life, not that I had much left there was more and I had to prepare my strength for what was to come. So I just let it go and got on with business as usual except this time with more will power to endure survival thinking there was some kind of master plan I wasn’t aware of. All things strengthen me I thought and this time I was more powerful than ever with new knowledge and wisdom from experience than ever.
I just didn’t know what to do next or to say to
myself, but pick up my boot straps and move on. I did exactly that with a new
mind set and complete optimism and set about my ways dealing with the present
future I’m now living in. time passed and soon enough the past memories faded
like they always do. I thought inspiration would come to me as it does and it
did. So in my mind I called out to whatever higher power there was that I believed
in and someone answered the phone. The response was bold and itself inspiring. Call
it creative imagination, but it changed my reality; both the inner me reality
and the world I lived in.
Voices said in a quiet tone hold on and maintain
maintence over yourself, maintain an even keel and follow the trail and trim
your sails to the wind and the stars will lead you to your new safe harbor. I did
that and am now safe in my sanctuary tending to my garden to gain a decent
harvest; and it works. Not surprising it always works; all that you tend to
needs maintence, even yourself, so I studied the situation and did my homework
and time passed
And the past faded into my new present future.And I was quiet and heard that soft tone in the music.
And because I was a good listener heard All things work out for the good as long as you learn from history, live one day at a time and in each moment I will be with you, always, like your shadow and I heard my conscience cry and then laugh at the situation and sure enough I got new ideas and made plans and here I am today writing these notes to tell you can do with less and more will come. Don’t hold on to material things, everything can be replaced, even people and jobs are expendable and everything and everyone can be replaced but it will never be the same,
different somehow because change is a constant factor of nature and you have to deal with it whatever it is.
Angels protect me and demons attack me and you strike
out in the world not alone, you have to face yourself and strengthen what you
see in the reflecting pool. So I looked in and saw an image , in the reflecting
pool, and saw the stars, so many I couldn’t count, and saw the crescent moon
catching the sky as it crossed over to the horizon, and a new day came from the
night. And life goes on as it does as usual, and it’s all in your mindset I remembered
and changed my way of thinking to a superior one and allowed time to make its
course. The bounty of the day was mine to capture and I was eager to see what
was next.
The world stands out on either side;
No wider than the heart is wide;
Above the world is the sky and below my feet is the
Earth;
And the sky is higher than anyone could imagine,
And I was a StarCraft pilot knowing the infinite
reality of the edge;
And pushed the envelope to the edge and crossed over
Into a new reality that overlaps heaven with its own
splendor. Stars and atoms have their own size but it is man who measures them. And
life goes on as usual.
